It was quite shocking for me to learn that a considerable amount of people have felt that they were unwanted by their parents during childhood! It is the worst memory of their lives and they felt unsecured and hurt. How come their own parents do this to them? Unbelievable, but it's true. Reasons varied a lot, with a girl feeling that her parents were expecting a boy, the most common. Second common being the competitive comparison between kids (intelligence, skin color, money, etc.). Importantly, most of these people are emotionally sensitive and vulnerable to exploitation, and as a matter of fact, they were exploited! Shame!

PS: I ♥ u Juhi..
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Sometimes life get jeopardized for matters concerning the near-and-dear ones for unknown reasons and it is difficult to find who's fault it is? And to be fair, I also must have done something wrong, though uncertain of what part have I messed. Nevertheless, all concerned in the matter are in vain and willing to find a way that can resolve things. But, since I do not know what I have done wrong, how do I fix it? And trying too hard to hard to fix it can be even messier. So, do I forget about it and let destiny roll it's own dice? That's too is very risky. Best solution! - apologize for everything? May be it is too early for that! Or shall I curse my fate? Unbelievable and unjustified!

PS: I ♥ u Juhi..
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Not long back, though I do not remember how long ago, the feeling of 'ingenuity' in thought and work that I shall discover and persuade in life, what came to me as a cherished resolution. I tried or not, there has been always a part of uncertainty that I could not function the same in its full entity. No matter how much I tried or resolved, never felt a genuine and complete 'ingenuity' that I might have accomplished. So, why to think about it any more?? We all are kind of plagiarized in everything we do, feel or imagine. Shame!


PS: I ♥ u Juhi..
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Many a times I wish I could hide from everything! Definitely when we had done something wrong and want to escape the consequences. Sometimes hide from self and at times from others. A similar feeling has come to my mind recently. Though I wanted to hide from others but it is difficult to say what all I am afraid of!? May be it is the usual work, the feeling of failure or the inability to understand the 'obvious-to-all' things. However, neither can I escape from them nor I have the courage to confront them. So, for the timebeing hiding (not cowardly though!) is what I am doing. Shame!

PS: I ♥ u Juhi..
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