Recently, I realised that the word 'preference' is one of the most dynamic and meaningful alternative to summarize another word termed 'Life', which I have been trying to find for sometime. Life is all about changing and handling of 'preference(s)' at any given point of time. It is so unsubstituatable that I coulnot even imagine a moment of my life, for that sake, can think of without it. However, little do we realize it and even more, we hardly 'accept' it. Shame!

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We all compromise in our life. Sometimes with our emotions, sometimes with our dreams and sometimes with all that mattered to our life! Excruciatingly, it is the trusted, loved and known person with whom we have to compromise. Most of the times money or a relationship is on stake and we believe that it can be earned/saved by compromising at one or two instances. However simultaneously and unanimously, we all get a little smaller in our own eyes. Painfully, most of the times we learn that the 'compromise' did not worth itself. Shame!

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It was quite shocking for me to learn that a considerable amount of people have felt that they were unwanted by their parents during childhood! It is the worst memory of their lives and they felt unsecured and hurt. How come their own parents do this to them? Unbelievable, but it's true. Reasons varied a lot, with a girl feeling that her parents were expecting a boy, the most common. Second common being the competitive comparison between kids (intelligence, skin color, money, etc.). Importantly, most of these people are emotionally sensitive and vulnerable to exploitation, and as a matter of fact, they were exploited! Shame!

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Sometimes life get jeopardized for matters concerning the near-and-dear ones for unknown reasons and it is difficult to find who's fault it is? And to be fair, I also must have done something wrong, though uncertain of what part have I messed. Nevertheless, all concerned in the matter are in vain and willing to find a way that can resolve things. But, since I do not know what I have done wrong, how do I fix it? And trying too hard to hard to fix it can be even messier. So, do I forget about it and let destiny roll it's own dice? That's too is very risky. Best solution! - apologize for everything? May be it is too early for that! Or shall I curse my fate? Unbelievable and unjustified!

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Confusion or misunderstanding in life can make you pay dearly at times.. Recently, after multiple such occurrences, I figured it out that if it is between you and only one other person - its better you sort it out, given that you know what is the confusion about. However, if the confusion involves more than two people, no matter how much truth or fair thing you know, please, please and please, be the last to speak! and you will never regret that. Shame!

PS: I ♥ u Juhi..
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We all seek recognition. Every one of us! Consciously or subconsciously - but we do. Within our friend's circle, workplace, whatever we want to achieve in life. But in the process, we always leave or push away the simple and nice things, and at times the ones who love us. Moreover, we also overlook/deny the recognition of deserved ones. Because we are overobsessed with our own 'little' recognition and that what matters to us. Shame!

PS: I ♥ u Juhi..
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The feeling of being cared and loved is more important or feeling secured? The house is important or the home? Loyalty is what I seek or faith? Is it my restlessness or am I scared? Do I need it really or just for the sake of it? Shall I pursue success or better content with what I have? Justice is what I am looking for or truth? My belief and ideologies are important or what ten other people think, should be done is? Am I really disobedient or I see things differently? Should I chase my dreams or live my life loving him/her? For most of the above dilemmas, we all have an opinion. But, please read all the dilemma's again. Seriously! please read them again........ Some opinions get changed (happens to me!). So, its all perception and we will never know what is more important? Or is it like - what the hell, neither of it makes any sense nor does it matter to anyone.... Nevertheless, this is also a perception and we will never know what makes sense? Shame!

PS: I ♥ u Juhi..
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We do not believe in magic!! There is always some kind of trick in it, right? We all know that.. Surprisingly, we still love the princess stories, monsters and castles with magic walls.. But then we come across the magic of life everyday.. No one can neither predict nor can understand what is happening.. It is so unbelievablely magical but we hardly love (enjoy) it.. Shame!

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It is unfortunate to see that today there is hardly any student who thinks that teachers are respectable... Is this only the fault of the student? I guess not. The teachers who really are concerned about the pupil and his/her future are also not there anymore... The life is so fast and so many things are to be done in one single day.. and then u have more personal resposibilities and freedom to enjoy, that social responsibilities have no place... Shame!

PS: I ♥ u Juhi..
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Not long back, though I do not remember how long ago, the feeling of 'ingenuity' in thought and work that I shall discover and persuade in life, what came to me as a cherished resolution. I tried or not, there has been always a part of uncertainty that I could not function the same in its full entity. No matter how much I tried or resolved, never felt a genuine and complete 'ingenuity' that I might have accomplished. So, why to think about it any more?? We all are kind of plagiarized in everything we do, feel or imagine. Shame!


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Being selfish is good or bad... If I share my food everyday, sign of unselfishness, then I am left with hunger and no doubt about it! and I donot do that - consequently, I am selfish. While I do lot of things to help others, with their work and daily life, which otherwise is neither my responsibility nor I have any obligation. So I am not selfish! How do I figure out that I am selfish or not when I keep seesawing all the time. So, even if I am selfish now, I should not feel bad, because I would not be the same after some time... Or being selfish, for even a short period of time, is what I am? Nevertheless, its genuinely true that I am selfish and I know what it feels, while afterwhile the feeling is not good and hope that is true for all of us. Shame!

PS: I ♥ u Juhi..

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Many a times I wish I could hide from everything! Definitely when we had done something wrong and want to escape the consequences. Sometimes hide from self and at times from others. A similar feeling has come to my mind recently. Though I wanted to hide from others but it is difficult to say what all I am afraid of!? May be it is the usual work, the feeling of failure or the inability to understand the 'obvious-to-all' things. However, neither can I escape from them nor I have the courage to confront them. So, for the timebeing hiding (not cowardly though!) is what I am doing. Shame!

PS: I ♥ u Juhi..
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Time is passing by pretty fast.. For all of us... However, some of us realize it, some does not.. and I belong to the second category.. and I LOVE it.. why?? May be just because I do not want to achieve something big in my life, and that keeps me low and easy. watching movies, going out, playing games, it all takes the time out of my life.. and importantly, I do not bother.. rather I feel it great.. But some times, I feel otherwise, just as temporary fever that 'I can do something better with my life'.. but the quest dies soon as this world has little to do with your substantial contribution... because there are big people, big ideas and big companies out there to take care of it.. So, back to life, I guess, it is all about killing time and being insignificant that matters. Shame!

PS: I ♥ u Juhi..
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Sometimes in life, you must let others come to you rather than you going to them - especially when you want to complain about something. However, this may not work always. So it's upto oneself to find the right time and right thing to do!! which is again a problem. Wish we have both the options to do and see whats better. Meanwhile, I will stick to fisrt option of 'wait and watch' until things are too difficult and I run to them..

PS: I ♥ u Juhi..
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Life is good! It has been always so... but today I just got realised by someone said so... that at times we have to look at things differently, as I am doing now! Earlier it was me who was complaining, since I was a part of the problem, but now, I enjoy the same things happening to others. why??? because I wanted them to feel the same.. Shame!

PS: I ♥ u Juhi..
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